Seks on the Beach
Sex, Sex, and more Sex
for the sekshually inclined ❤
Seks on the Beach
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🌸a mini bouquet for my mini🌸
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Guy #2: Flattering. But sincere? Only time will tell.
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for You
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Decided to make a guy diary. Real time, a la sex and the city. Perhaps I’ll notice trends, best qualities, worst qualities. 

Guy #1: tall, hunky, goofy. Eyes fixated on me. All over the place. Everyone knows him; respects him. Feel on top of the world, hands intertwined. Non-committal. Unsure of what he wants. To be continued..
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"this is fun.exciting.new. third time back in the pool, and I’m learning a lot. About different types of people, about myself. it’s given me hope, reassurance. that everything will work out in the end. it’s time for me now, and I’m liking it more and more. optimistic. happy. for the first time in a while. it feels, funny.exciting.new."
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"When you find out for sure it feels like someone kicked you in the stomach. It feels like your heart stopped beating. It’s like that dream where you’re falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground, but it’s all out of your control. You can’t trust anyone. Your life has changed forever. You will never trust or respect that person ever again. You will never forget that kind of betrayal. He never respected you. You deserve better. Everyday I think of how different it could have gone down under different circumstances.Three years with this guy and he never respected me, he spent his time looking for something better. So much time wasted. How do you deal with that? … I’m afraid. I don’t trust him. I have no family or friends to talk this through with. I feel like I’m stuck in a situation and I’m drowning. It’s unbearable. I can’t swim any longer."
(via seksonthebeach)
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bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
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Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
bilevel:

Valerio Pena - Ricky Martin’s sexy boyfriend

I like this specimen.
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It hurts. When you are nice and caring and genuine…and guys keep taking you for granted. It hurts. Will there be someone who defies the norm? It hurts. To think that day will never come. To think that someone does not exist. It hurts. All I can do now is retract, from the guys that disappoint time and time again, from the world that isn’t proving to be any different, continuously letting me down, and instead immerse. Dive deep within the few cracks left for me. Where there is still shallow water left.
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It’s Just Interesting
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"I think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that don’t change; when everybody else does."
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I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you’d rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucas Scott from the beach that night telling the world that he’s the one for me.