Seks on the Beach
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Seks on the Beach
Literally doing this to help me get pumped to finish my last lab report…EVER!!!!

I want your Monday morning
sleep soaked eyes
dream drenched voice,
lazy bones
‘five more minutes please babe.’

I want your Tuesday afternoon
coffee break,
glasses off, laughter on
‘just hold me for a while
it’s been a hard day.’

I want your Wednesday evening
fingers through hair
teeth nibbling nails
neck craning, eye glazing
‘this paperwork never ends’

I want your Thursday night
drinks for two
bones unbind
muscles let loose
flats, slacks,
‘just me and you’

I want your finally Friday
stretch soul smile,
sun sipping light
from the glaciers in your eyes
fingers unfurl, hand extends
‘c’mon babe, lets go wild’

I want your weekend.
your movie marathon Saturday
reading by the fireplace
kissing in the blankets
want your Sunday morning
orange juice and pancakes
white sheets, tender skin
hair like the Fourth of July
‘let’s not get out of bed today.’

I want your ordinary
and your stress, rest, release
I want your bad day and that terrible night
I want you drunk in my arms
forgetting the place but never my name
I want your lazy and your lonely
and your fist full of fight
I want you everyday
in every way
for the rest of my life.

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Guy #3: long-time friend turned stranger. Reacquainted. Genuinely infatuated. Borderline obsessive. Cute or creepy? Tbc..
🌸a mini bouquet for my mini🌸
Guy #2: Flattering. But sincere? Only time will tell.
for You
Decided to make a guy diary. Real time, a la sex and the city. Perhaps I’ll notice trends, best qualities, worst qualities. 

Guy #1: tall, hunky, goofy. Eyes fixated on me. All over the place. Everyone knows him; respects him. Feel on top of the world, hands intertwined. Non-committal. Unsure of what he wants. To be continued..
"this is third time back in the pool, and I’m learning a lot. About different types of people, about myself. it’s given me hope, reassurance. that everything will work out in the end. it’s time for me now, and I’m liking it more and more. optimistic. happy. for the first time in a while. it feels,"
"When you find out for sure it feels like someone kicked you in the stomach. It feels like your heart stopped beating. It’s like that dream where you’re falling and you want so desperately to wake up before you hit the ground, but it’s all out of your control. You can’t trust anyone. Your life has changed forever. You will never trust or respect that person ever again. You will never forget that kind of betrayal. He never respected you. You deserve better. Everyday I think of how different it could have gone down under different circumstances.Three years with this guy and he never respected me, he spent his time looking for something better. So much time wasted. How do you deal with that? … I’m afraid. I don’t trust him. I have no family or friends to talk this through with. I feel like I’m stuck in a situation and I’m drowning. It’s unbearable. I can’t swim any longer."
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